First weigh in = 8.2lbs off! Pretty bloody pleased with that! This week so far has been easy for the most part and a bit of a bastard for about 2% of the time. Which is okay, I can deal with that.

 I still feel like driving out to McDonalds some days but this time I don’t want it enough. I’m determined and focused and won’t stop til I am healthy.

 I feel better in myself already, I’m perkier, happier and p-p-p-positive.


This fresh start has prompted me to do another major thing for myself - wipe the ‘friendship’ slate clean. This means fading out anyone who doesn’t bring anything to my life in any way. Or anyone that makes me sad, basically.


I’ve learnt over time that friends are supposed to be a support, a companion and most importantly, a constant. I can’t deal with self-obsessed people who I have nothing in common with, or people who demand a lot from me and give nothing back, expecting apologies from me when I ‘let them down’. I’m not perfect, neither are they.


Life is about forgiving, forgetting, carrying on. If we didn’t, we’d end up with no friends at all.


I need to look back at this post whenever I get wobbles.